okay...
my legs are crumbling, the muscles are of a high lactic acid concentration.....
and today i cheated somebody, or rather, the company....
i shall NOT mention the name here lest i get caught and sent to a juvenile home...
okay, i exchanged my spoilt earphones [blue coloured] at the store for a white one which they replaced for me free... then they gave me a receipt for the new [white one], 3 month warranty.
and so, i have another spoilt white earphone at home, so several weeks later, i took the receipt for the [white earphones] to the shop and - claimed that the white earphone they replaced me has malfunctioned already... so several weeks later after 'so called servicing at HQ', they replaced me another pair of new White earphones... haha!
so i have 2 new pairs now...
okay, i cheated i admit i cheated...
and i was like prepared if they will ask - how come its spoilt so fast -
i will answer because i brought it to the beach then i tugged it too hard it has no sound anymore. but they didnt ask la.
i'm smart okay! XD haha
go school at 8am tmr...
haiz...
ay.starsplash.are you happy now?
byebye!
Friday, June 27, 2008
sharks!
i'm going out with aunt shopping today!
and i'm gonna be late!
but tmr saturday night that UG gathering! auri you going??????
but i have no more money!!!
i think if i see louisa i will grab her and tell her EVERYTHING! LOL
and there's my favourite lord of the rings on channel 5!!!!
how!
to forgo friendship for Tv IS UNSCRUPULOUS, as chunyin said! lol...
see my mood la, but like that very bad.
okay, i go if auri go.
i'm going out with aunt shopping today!
and i'm gonna be late!
but tmr saturday night that UG gathering! auri you going??????
but i have no more money!!!
i think if i see louisa i will grab her and tell her EVERYTHING! LOL
and there's my favourite lord of the rings on channel 5!!!!
how!
to forgo friendship for Tv IS UNSCRUPULOUS, as chunyin said! lol...
see my mood la, but like that very bad.
okay, i go if auri go.
dear bloggy,
oh, the post after this was a recount of the day before, so it was posted today but i wrote it yesterday... okay nvm...
today is the end of exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!! while studying i felt so terrible struggling, but after the papers it was like, okay. its over. what's the point....
and I ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I DESIRED!!!!!!! LOL!
i completed 6 rounds around the tracks, (2.4!!!!) and situps and 2 last cool down rounds, wnated to reach the target of 10, but the relentless morning sun was too much a threat to my already sunburned skin at sentosa... so its alright! 8 is a WOW! after potato-ing for a month at home.. haha.. potato-ing, (copyright ay), a new word from my dictionary, haha.. i felt so rejuvenated and proud of my determination, if only i had the momentum in my studies just like running...
my friends sat at the grandstand to guard my bag. there's a sweet feeling knowing who your true friends are. =)
then returned home, organised and filed my hills of worksheets, how i wish to recycle all of them. and watched Tv, tried to sleep, but to no avail...then went to meet GREENY-GANG (my new word) at amk hub.
for once i didnt feel any qualms gobbling a $15 fishy meal at fish and co. Man, i had a sorethroat, but i was famished after the run, haha.
Yes, maybe i'm immnuned.
Make me immuned, so i would be a happier person everyday but a selfish one.
but i saw you
and bababoom!
i decided what to do.
i wouldnt go back on my word.
ay.starsplash
i was depressed so i gave up blogging last night,bout my happy day! =)
how ironic, crazy girl...
haha
i want to post photos!!! stupid blogger has problems!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGH!
next time k. XD the photos on the gigantic lollipop!!!!
oh, there's something else i wanna mention...
i was like dealing with fungi, i said if i pass all my subjects i would treat him to sweets... then he said he get all As then treat me to a meal... and randy bro said if i pass all my subjects i will get my plate of Chicken rice.....
haha... and i was like using that to motivate myself real hard... it worked a little, like me tellin' myself - I MUST GET MY CHICKEN RICE! I'M GONNA GET IT!' LOL!
its the little faith that you need. =)
its a happy feelin'! =)
oh, the post after this was a recount of the day before, so it was posted today but i wrote it yesterday... okay nvm...
today is the end of exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!! while studying i felt so terrible struggling, but after the papers it was like, okay. its over. what's the point....
and I ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I DESIRED!!!!!!! LOL!
i completed 6 rounds around the tracks, (2.4!!!!) and situps and 2 last cool down rounds, wnated to reach the target of 10, but the relentless morning sun was too much a threat to my already sunburned skin at sentosa... so its alright! 8 is a WOW! after potato-ing for a month at home.. haha.. potato-ing, (copyright ay), a new word from my dictionary, haha.. i felt so rejuvenated and proud of my determination, if only i had the momentum in my studies just like running...
my friends sat at the grandstand to guard my bag. there's a sweet feeling knowing who your true friends are. =)
then returned home, organised and filed my hills of worksheets, how i wish to recycle all of them. and watched Tv, tried to sleep, but to no avail...then went to meet GREENY-GANG (my new word) at amk hub.
for once i didnt feel any qualms gobbling a $15 fishy meal at fish and co. Man, i had a sorethroat, but i was famished after the run, haha.
Yes, maybe i'm immnuned.
Make me immuned, so i would be a happier person everyday but a selfish one.
but i saw you
and bababoom!
i decided what to do.
i wouldnt go back on my word.
ay.starsplash
i was depressed so i gave up blogging last night,bout my happy day! =)
how ironic, crazy girl...
haha
i want to post photos!!! stupid blogger has problems!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGH!
next time k. XD the photos on the gigantic lollipop!!!!
oh, there's something else i wanna mention...
i was like dealing with fungi, i said if i pass all my subjects i would treat him to sweets... then he said he get all As then treat me to a meal... and randy bro said if i pass all my subjects i will get my plate of Chicken rice.....
haha... and i was like using that to motivate myself real hard... it worked a little, like me tellin' myself - I MUST GET MY CHICKEN RICE! I'M GONNA GET IT!' LOL!
its the little faith that you need. =)
its a happy feelin'! =)
TWENTY FIFTH OF JUNE - WEDNESDAY!!!
dear journal, 1 day to the end of exams!
My chem...=(
there was this entire question which i did wrongly, and i spent such long time contemplating and got it all out but the answers were all wrong... 10 marks.
i was so disappointed... and kheeyau said 'I'm owned by it'... or something (I NEVER EVER UNDERSTAND THAT PHRASE, i thought owned means belonging to you?) , made me feel worse, but i really didnt know how to do that question so it should be fine, haiz. but i'm experiencing the 'stupid-you' feeling once again... =(
Today,
i found out that my closest friend in class is attached.
I mean OMG! she is from an all girls' school, her mum's a teacher at another sec school, she's gentle, pretty and quiet and obedient and...
she has a boyfriend.
she need not tell me, we arent close friends yet, but the guy accompanied her home.
to her busstop or something la.
0_0
what have i got to say.
okay you might be saying i am making a mountain outof a molehill...
maybe what Ms Emily said was true, that students from single sexed schools will be the first to be attached, because they are suddenly interested in the opp sex... blah blah...
then let Us from mixed schhols (ha-ha),
be immuned.
Is it envy? no, because something in my innocent friend stirred that i overlooked. Its merely an evolution of a startling truth i figured about my Friend today.
Do not be lost in the whirlpool...
Whirlpool.
Bio went smoothly yesterday which i did not expect. Good.
math was fine.
i have already planned what to do after GeoG, can imagine myself scrambling outta the examination hall... LOL!... and JC's pace is like studying for prelims and Olevels consecutively last year... oh my... hate school.
NY's system sucks.
just wanted to emphasize this. it really sucks, if i had a choice i wouldnt come to NY anymore. i'm serious.
and mum bugged me 10 00000000000 times whether i wanted to accompany them to a wedding dinner!!! GOD, i have geog tmr! you want me to forgo my passes!!!!?????
how adamant have i been in my decision that i began ignoring their persuading requests...
Stupid you. Then how come there are somethings which you never bothered to figure out the answers?
TMR!
=)
let us be immuned.
ay-starsplash.are you happy now?
dear journal, 1 day to the end of exams!
My chem...=(
there was this entire question which i did wrongly, and i spent such long time contemplating and got it all out but the answers were all wrong... 10 marks.
i was so disappointed... and kheeyau said 'I'm owned by it'... or something (I NEVER EVER UNDERSTAND THAT PHRASE, i thought owned means belonging to you?) , made me feel worse, but i really didnt know how to do that question so it should be fine, haiz. but i'm experiencing the 'stupid-you' feeling once again... =(
Today,
i found out that my closest friend in class is attached.
I mean OMG! she is from an all girls' school, her mum's a teacher at another sec school, she's gentle, pretty and quiet and obedient and...
she has a boyfriend.
she need not tell me, we arent close friends yet, but the guy accompanied her home.
to her busstop or something la.
0_0
what have i got to say.
okay you might be saying i am making a mountain outof a molehill...
maybe what Ms Emily said was true, that students from single sexed schools will be the first to be attached, because they are suddenly interested in the opp sex... blah blah...
then let Us from mixed schhols (ha-ha),
be immuned.
Is it envy? no, because something in my innocent friend stirred that i overlooked. Its merely an evolution of a startling truth i figured about my Friend today.
Do not be lost in the whirlpool...
Whirlpool.
Bio went smoothly yesterday which i did not expect. Good.
math was fine.
i have already planned what to do after GeoG, can imagine myself scrambling outta the examination hall... LOL!... and JC's pace is like studying for prelims and Olevels consecutively last year... oh my... hate school.
NY's system sucks.
just wanted to emphasize this. it really sucks, if i had a choice i wouldnt come to NY anymore. i'm serious.
and mum bugged me 10 00000000000 times whether i wanted to accompany them to a wedding dinner!!! GOD, i have geog tmr! you want me to forgo my passes!!!!?????
how adamant have i been in my decision that i began ignoring their persuading requests...
Stupid you. Then how come there are somethings which you never bothered to figure out the answers?
TMR!
=)
let us be immuned.
ay-starsplash.are you happy now?
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Sounds so nice to hear Cheryl Tan's voice over the phone! =)
why is it that both monsy and her do not clarify their doubts with their classmates?
trust.
yesterday, these 3 birds separated into their individual paths in the sky.
at the horizon, the 2 cranes crissed crossed, and the next moment i look at it, it has manoevoured!
Life's small beauties -
i dont wish to let them go anymore.
Have you noticed them?
If i say something here, will you merely pinpoint someone, and assume and presume i'm referring to someone? haha.
but that's how the human mind works...
sometimes i just need the pretence of privacy, that psedo 'knowledge' that you will keep guessing......
well, words we use in our everyday lives resemble too much truths;
You are so near yet so far
You're unreachable like the stars
You're my fantasy i want it to come true
but times when dreams are fulfilled,
just too few.
are you wondering?
are you really wondering?
haha. i know. you will be.
but clarissa composed this poem for me in 1/5 2004.
the comforting memory of me sitting beside her...
=)
2 nights ago, i lost complete confidence of myself momentarily.
Mum patted me on the back - that kinda 'playful' thug, then as though a chain effect, tears welled up from my tearducts, and i was like.... suck in suck in!!!!....
i realised how alone i was, and i decided to message randy bro...
you know, when i was in secondary school, i swore that i would record every little thing that occurred to me in my journal, and i would tell my best friend everything, so that if something happens to me, someone will know what happened. Foolish idea.
I feel so stupid now; but it doesnt matter anymore...
Many a times i wonder if you will be disgusted and feel quirksome about this, well you call it emo blog. I do, that explains why i ddint post for so long. I dread the truths, then i just close the screen in the end.
Do you feel quirksome?
Yesterday guanyi made Us watch this artist recounting a ghostly encounter... luckily i dont do that at night... gosh! ask him to tell you!
and he made me a card! =)
That day, Cheryl Low's tagged - 'ANNA YEO!!! BRACE UP!!!'
the thought of telling mum 'can i not do well for this exam?'
STUPID Girl!
Have you gone Nuts?
Were you there?
Were you ever there?
Will you be there?
Sometiems i feel like a
mutant.
ay, What's wrong with you?
i'd be too exhausted when i go to bed.
Shut Up.
probably tomorrow i would have deleted this post because it would have become too quirksome...
i love the clear blue sky.
let's watch it together.
someday.
with you.
=)
ay.starsplash. are you happy now?
xxx
why is it that both monsy and her do not clarify their doubts with their classmates?
trust.
yesterday, these 3 birds separated into their individual paths in the sky.
at the horizon, the 2 cranes crissed crossed, and the next moment i look at it, it has manoevoured!
Life's small beauties -
i dont wish to let them go anymore.
Have you noticed them?
If i say something here, will you merely pinpoint someone, and assume and presume i'm referring to someone? haha.
but that's how the human mind works...
sometimes i just need the pretence of privacy, that psedo 'knowledge' that you will keep guessing......
well, words we use in our everyday lives resemble too much truths;
You are so near yet so far
You're unreachable like the stars
You're my fantasy i want it to come true
but times when dreams are fulfilled,
just too few.
are you wondering?
are you really wondering?
haha. i know. you will be.
but clarissa composed this poem for me in 1/5 2004.
the comforting memory of me sitting beside her...
=)
2 nights ago, i lost complete confidence of myself momentarily.
Mum patted me on the back - that kinda 'playful' thug, then as though a chain effect, tears welled up from my tearducts, and i was like.... suck in suck in!!!!....
i realised how alone i was, and i decided to message randy bro...
you know, when i was in secondary school, i swore that i would record every little thing that occurred to me in my journal, and i would tell my best friend everything, so that if something happens to me, someone will know what happened. Foolish idea.
I feel so stupid now; but it doesnt matter anymore...
Many a times i wonder if you will be disgusted and feel quirksome about this, well you call it emo blog. I do, that explains why i ddint post for so long. I dread the truths, then i just close the screen in the end.
Do you feel quirksome?
Yesterday guanyi made Us watch this artist recounting a ghostly encounter... luckily i dont do that at night... gosh! ask him to tell you!
and he made me a card! =)
That day, Cheryl Low's tagged - 'ANNA YEO!!! BRACE UP!!!'
the thought of telling mum 'can i not do well for this exam?'
STUPID Girl!
Have you gone Nuts?
Were you there?
Were you ever there?
Will you be there?
Sometiems i feel like a
mutant.
ay, What's wrong with you?
i'd be too exhausted when i go to bed.
Shut Up.
probably tomorrow i would have deleted this post because it would have become too quirksome...
i love the clear blue sky.
let's watch it together.
someday.
with you.
=)
ay.starsplash. are you happy now?
xxx
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
let me be literary before i go for camp!
=)
Are you happy now?
when the sun - set,
and its glare subdued...
i couldnt see my hand;
for i watched the Morning glory wilt.
i thought someone else's mind always proceeds forth,
yet mine keeps rewinding -
like a spoilt casette,
the song replays
at a hopeless pace awaits, awaits...
when will it stop?
EUREKA!
i awoke with the answer!
a phrase that haunted me silently.
it rang, distinct and prominent
like the chapel's faithful resonance...
i retold this same story
but the chracters have changed... =(
a belief i presumably vowed
are you happy now?
ay.starsplash.
fridaythe13th
=)
Are you happy now?
when the sun - set,
and its glare subdued...
i couldnt see my hand;
for i watched the Morning glory wilt.
i thought someone else's mind always proceeds forth,
yet mine keeps rewinding -
like a spoilt casette,
the song replays
at a hopeless pace awaits, awaits...
when will it stop?
EUREKA!
i awoke with the answer!
a phrase that haunted me silently.
it rang, distinct and prominent
like the chapel's faithful resonance...
i retold this same story
but the chracters have changed... =(
a belief i presumably vowed
are you happy now?
ay.starsplash.
fridaythe13th
you know, recently everyone's happy blogs have these kinda quiz, so i shall follow suit for once!!!! haha.... because i was Proud of my answer, LOL!!! and TELL ME WHO YOU ARE ALRIGHT! i will check when i return from camp!!! =)
seeya...
i'm merely trying to be looney as i'm not emo. LOL!
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities ofwell known and modern cartoon characters. The information that wasgathered was made into this test.Answer all the questions (only10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which arenext to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for yourresults.
Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done .Then forward this to all your friends ( including the person who sent it to you ) and change the subject of this message to what character is you.
1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)
2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)
3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)
4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)
5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)
6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)
7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)
8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)
9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)
10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)
Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for! Put your character in the subject line and forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you.
Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are! (10-16 points) You are Garfield: Youare very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to havefun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what youare doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may notsee things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to dowhat is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you orothers.
(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days morethan once but you always come home with the family values that youlearned Being married and having children are important to you, butonly after you have had your share of fun times
(24-28 points) You are Elmo: Youhave lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to giveadvice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and youalways see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.
(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: Youare the classic person that everyone loves (sorry for bhbing...). You are the best friendthat anyone could ever have (of course!!!!! haha!) and never wants to lose. You never causeharm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Lifeis a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away fromtraitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.
(BECAUSE I'M SPONGE BOB SQUAREPANTS!!! HAHA!~!!!!~)
(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: Youare tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very seriousabout all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Momevery Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a fewBirthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.
(44-50 points ) You are Dexter: Youare smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with aplan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong familyprinciples. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!
Now don't spoil it! Have some Fun!! Change the subject of the email to what you are and send it on:)...
byebye.
seeya...
i'm merely trying to be looney as i'm not emo. LOL!
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities ofwell known and modern cartoon characters. The information that wasgathered was made into this test.Answer all the questions (only10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which arenext to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for yourresults.
Do not cheat by looking at the end of the e-mail before you are done .Then forward this to all your friends ( including the person who sent it to you ) and change the subject of this message to what character is you.
1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date?
a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.)
b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.)
c) Painting in the park (5 pts)
d) Rock concert (1 pt.)
e) Going to the movies (3 pts.)
2. What is your favorite type of music?
a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.)
b) Alternative (1 pt.)
c) Soft Rock (4 pts.)
d) Country (5 pts.)
e) Pop (3 pts.)
3. What type of movies do you prefer?
a) Comedy (2 pts.)
b) Horror (1 pt.)
c) Musical (3 pts.)
d) Romance (4 pts.)
e) Documentary (5 pts.)
4. Which one of these occupations would you choose if you only could choose one of these?
a) Waiter (4 pts.)
b) Professional Sports Player (5 pts.)
c) Teacher (3 pts.)
d) Police (2 pts.)
e) Cashier (1 pt)
5. What do you do with your spare time?
a) Exercise (5 pts.)
b) Read (4 pts.)
c) Watch television (2 pts.)
d) Listen to music (1 pt.)
e) Sleep (3 pts.)
6. Which one of the following colors do you like best?
a) Yellow (1 pt.)
b) White (5 pts.)
c) Sky Blue (3 pts.)
d) Dark Blue (2 pts.)
e) Red (4 pts.)
7. What do you prefer to eat?
a) Snow (3 pts.)
b) Pizza (2 pts.)
c) Sushi (1 pt.)
d) Pasta (4 pts.)
e) Salad (5 pts.)
8. What is your favorite holiday ?
a) Halloween (1 pt.)
b) Christmas (3 pts.)
c) New Year (2 pts.)
d) Valentine's Day (4 pts.)
e) Thanksgiving (5 pts.)
9. If you could go to one of these places which one would it be?
a) Paris (4 pts)
b) Spain(5 pts)
c) Las Vegas(1 pt)
d) Hawaii(4 pts)
e) Hollywood (3 pts)
10. With which of the following would you prefer to spend time with?
a) Someone Smart (5 pts.)
b) Someone attractive (2 pts.)
c) Someone who likes to Party (1 pt.)
d) Someone who always has fun (3 pts.)
e) Someone very sentimental (4 pts.)
Now add up your points and find out the answer you have been waiting for! Put your character in the subject line and forward to your friends and back to the person that sent this to you.
Very interesting to see 'who' your friends are! (10-16 points) You are Garfield: Youare very comfortable, easy going, and you definitely know how to havefun but sometimes you take it to an extreme. You always know what youare doing and you are always in control of your life. Others may notsee things as you do, but that doesn't mean that you always have to dowhat is right. Try to remember, your happy spirit may hurt you orothers.
(17-23 points) You are Snoopy: You are fun; you are very cool and popular. You always know what's in and you ' re never out of style, y you are good at knowing how to satisfy everyone else. You have probably disappeared for a few days morethan once but you always come home with the family values that youlearned Being married and having children are important to you, butonly after you have had your share of fun times
(24-28 points) You are Elmo: Youhave lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to giveadvice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and youalways see the bright side of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer. Dreaming too big could cause many conflicts in your life.
(29-35 points) You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: Youare the classic person that everyone loves (sorry for bhbing...). You are the best friendthat anyone could ever have (of course!!!!! haha!) and never wants to lose. You never causeharm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Lifeis a journey, it' s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away fromtraitors and jealous people and you will be stress free.
(BECAUSE I'M SPONGE BOB SQUAREPANTS!!! HAHA!~!!!!~)
(36-43 points) You are Charlie Brown: Youare tender, you fall in love quickly but you are also very seriousabout all relationships. You are a family person. You call your Momevery Sunday. You have many friends and may occasionally forget a fewBirthdays. Don't let your passion confuse you with reality.
(44-50 points ) You are Dexter: Youare smart and definitely a thinker... Every situation is fronted with aplan. You have a brilliant mind. You demonstrate very strong familyprinciples. You maintain a stable routine but never ignore a bad situation when it comes. Try to do less over thinking every once in a while to spice things up a bit with spontaneity!
Now don't spoil it! Have some Fun!! Change the subject of the email to what you are and send it on:)...
byebye.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AY.STARSPLASH
today was the first ever memorable birthday i have spent with MUM!!!!!!!!!!! we had a hearty meal after my First Aid course! =) because dad is away in china, i spent my birthday with mum!
mum enquired why my friends have not dated me out for my birthday... but its after exams and next week then go... i know dear friends never forget my birthday... they who bother to send me a text message though miles and galacticas away... even though i have forgotten theirs... which i failed to accomplish.. =( yet the night was peaceful...
its me, its just me
fantasizing evrything unreal
drawing the night sky
trying to brave my fears
AY.STARSPLASH has a new hobby!!!! >>>
to collect names. yes. names
1. YANG GUANYI!!! my dear husband!!! he's 2 minutes early!
2. BELOVED SNOOPY!!!! LI QINGYUN!!!!! she's forever ON THE DOT like she was 1 year agao on 12/6/07 - 12.00am!!!! =) thanks! 2013, here we go!=)
3. CARLINE LIM LI YAN!!! my twin!!!!!! my closest twin ever! who shared silent conversations with me! =) Love ya!
4.LOUISA KOH FEI YUAN!!!! my best listener and counsellor whenever i'm in whatever deep pitch in school... i miss you loads. MANY ATIMES RECENTLY I WANNA LOOK FOR YOU FOR GUIDANCE, but you aint near... =( i realised its time i grew up and MATURE and think for myslef. Which i havent done.
5. Yuen WEILING!!!!! dear heh-heh!!! haha... she's galactica miles away but she rememebrs me!!! we promised to meet 1 starry starry fine day!!!! WE WILL!
6. KHIEW KIAN LAM!!!!! my best friend in amkss... just taht we are still so good friends for 5 years, its drifting now... =) he called me at 00.28... so 'late!!!!!!' haha , but nontheless, i said thank you! haha
7.SLC eileen!!!!!! my new friend... my good friend in service learning comm... =)
8. from 96305341 : can somebody tell me whose number this is? i asked but she didnt reply who she was... =(... i think its a guide, maybe koonling? XD
9. GODDESS AURI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i simply love her starry black notebook and lovely note!!!! omg! the bk is so black, so glittery so starry, for me to divulge my dark emo secrets... haha.... thanks goddess.
10. 92456011 - guess WHO!!!!! YEO XUN HAO< class chairman of 4/5 0'70'8!!! omg!!!! he rememebred my birthday!!! omg!!!! weiling must ahve told him! haha, jk la... both of them sat in fronta me in 4/5... touched!!!! he's so distant from all of us...
11. jiajin.
12. Red cross xinhui!!!! my new friend too. my closest friend from redcross, even gave me a present though we barely know each other... i'm touched! =)
13. michelle from 0802! my classmate!!! she's a retainee, and these jiejies, never faile to enlighten me in my work and i must rememebr to wish her on 22nd june!
14. Randy bro!!!! on msn!
15.jojo - JOANNE from GIRLGUIDES!!! my junior!!! remmebered!!!! =) hisbiscuits, auri that's what they call it now... haha
16.eileen 0802 my classmate who cares. =)
17.STEFFI HUANG! my best friend in primary school. omg! she rememebred. i'm guilty. so remorseful...
18. WENYUAN!!!! my 4 years classmate from 2/5 0'50'6 and 4/5 0'70'8! =) thanks!
19. Chia renjie! i thought since dad was in china he wouldnt send and i wont be able to see it on dad's phone... but he emailed me! haha=)
20. cheryl low!!! love you!!!!
its me, its just me
who lied, who instigated the fights
who believed too strongly - who i was.
Are you happy now? Really?
MY CONFESSIONS LIST 2008 11/6/08 (which i fantasized onboard the bus ride home! haha)
- i told a lie. a small lie. which i sorta revealed.
- i failed to surprise mum by buying her a bottle of her favourite kaya... =(
- i did feel pathetic on the 10th thinking of my bday...
- i never did blame qingyun for not being able to make it today due to her mum... i know what her mum's like...
- oh, i expected things from u...
- i'm worried about exams. but i shant study this week.
- i'm reminded of what eileen told me - that her bf pushes her to study. well, i motivate myself! =)
- i cant wait to draw out my list of names...
- i will await the witching hour on 12th june, and the closing hour at 12.00am on 13th june...
- i finally felt a tad of pride being in RCHN, learning first aid and CPR, and
- planned the gathering time, and wearing of similar shirts to bond the cca... its a little step, that i have accomplished. i will rememebr what i said. and i'm happy!
- omg!!!! i cant wait to open auri's present and all the red packets!!! =)
i dont know. if i will regret. but i felt this way before when i ended everything 1 yr back. terrible feeling. but it went away after awhile, and we are both happy now. its that i didnt bother ... just me. well, i dazed and stoned for awhile, and my mind drifted away. i needed time to adjust. because. it has become a norm. that i neglect and take for granted. that it is thus different without so. till it becomes all too routine for me, it becomes sad. like something is dislodged from the jigsaw ... i'm feeling the 'upside down' feeling. 75 days and above. when we havent talked like this...
but its nice tonight. =)
26th after econs test go amk hub for dinner and gathering k!!!! omg!! 26th! faster come! and wish randy bro happy birthday!
my camp ends on 15th!!! from 14th to 15th, and i'll start studying! haha!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!
at the crossroads - i chose the uncluttered path
with rambles and shrubs
that grew too accustomed -
to my heart.
i had a simple and satisfying birthday today, knowing who, did care.
whatever else, time will sort them out and patch up the gaps.
=)
its my birthday, and i promised not to emo or cry.
i almost, but i wont, after all. =)
ay.starsplash. till then.
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Are you happy now? Really?
today was the first ever memorable birthday i have spent with MUM!!!!!!!!!!! we had a hearty meal after my First Aid course! =) because dad is away in china, i spent my birthday with mum!
mum enquired why my friends have not dated me out for my birthday... but its after exams and next week then go... i know dear friends never forget my birthday... they who bother to send me a text message though miles and galacticas away... even though i have forgotten theirs... which i failed to accomplish.. =( yet the night was peaceful...
its me, its just me
fantasizing evrything unreal
drawing the night sky
trying to brave my fears
AY.STARSPLASH has a new hobby!!!! >>>
to collect names. yes. names
1. YANG GUANYI!!! my dear husband!!! he's 2 minutes early!
2. BELOVED SNOOPY!!!! LI QINGYUN!!!!! she's forever ON THE DOT like she was 1 year agao on 12/6/07 - 12.00am!!!! =) thanks! 2013, here we go!=)
3. CARLINE LIM LI YAN!!! my twin!!!!!! my closest twin ever! who shared silent conversations with me! =) Love ya!
4.LOUISA KOH FEI YUAN!!!! my best listener and counsellor whenever i'm in whatever deep pitch in school... i miss you loads. MANY ATIMES RECENTLY I WANNA LOOK FOR YOU FOR GUIDANCE, but you aint near... =( i realised its time i grew up and MATURE and think for myslef. Which i havent done.
5. Yuen WEILING!!!!! dear heh-heh!!! haha... she's galactica miles away but she rememebrs me!!! we promised to meet 1 starry starry fine day!!!! WE WILL!
6. KHIEW KIAN LAM!!!!! my best friend in amkss... just taht we are still so good friends for 5 years, its drifting now... =) he called me at 00.28... so 'late!!!!!!' haha , but nontheless, i said thank you! haha
7.SLC eileen!!!!!! my new friend... my good friend in service learning comm... =)
8. from 96305341 : can somebody tell me whose number this is? i asked but she didnt reply who she was... =(... i think its a guide, maybe koonling? XD
9. GODDESS AURI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i simply love her starry black notebook and lovely note!!!! omg! the bk is so black, so glittery so starry, for me to divulge my dark emo secrets... haha.... thanks goddess.
10. 92456011 - guess WHO!!!!! YEO XUN HAO< class chairman of 4/5 0'70'8!!! omg!!!! he rememebred my birthday!!! omg!!!! weiling must ahve told him! haha, jk la... both of them sat in fronta me in 4/5... touched!!!! he's so distant from all of us...
11. jiajin.
12. Red cross xinhui!!!! my new friend too. my closest friend from redcross, even gave me a present though we barely know each other... i'm touched! =)
13. michelle from 0802! my classmate!!! she's a retainee, and these jiejies, never faile to enlighten me in my work and i must rememebr to wish her on 22nd june!
14. Randy bro!!!! on msn!
15.jojo - JOANNE from GIRLGUIDES!!! my junior!!! remmebered!!!! =) hisbiscuits, auri that's what they call it now... haha
16.eileen 0802 my classmate who cares. =)
17.STEFFI HUANG! my best friend in primary school. omg! she rememebred. i'm guilty. so remorseful...
18. WENYUAN!!!! my 4 years classmate from 2/5 0'50'6 and 4/5 0'70'8! =) thanks!
19. Chia renjie! i thought since dad was in china he wouldnt send and i wont be able to see it on dad's phone... but he emailed me! haha=)
20. cheryl low!!! love you!!!!
its me, its just me
who lied, who instigated the fights
who believed too strongly - who i was.
Are you happy now? Really?
MY CONFESSIONS LIST 2008 11/6/08 (which i fantasized onboard the bus ride home! haha)
- i told a lie. a small lie. which i sorta revealed.
- i failed to surprise mum by buying her a bottle of her favourite kaya... =(
- i did feel pathetic on the 10th thinking of my bday...
- i never did blame qingyun for not being able to make it today due to her mum... i know what her mum's like...
- oh, i expected things from u...
- i'm worried about exams. but i shant study this week.
- i'm reminded of what eileen told me - that her bf pushes her to study. well, i motivate myself! =)
- i cant wait to draw out my list of names...
- i will await the witching hour on 12th june, and the closing hour at 12.00am on 13th june...
- i finally felt a tad of pride being in RCHN, learning first aid and CPR, and
- planned the gathering time, and wearing of similar shirts to bond the cca... its a little step, that i have accomplished. i will rememebr what i said. and i'm happy!
- omg!!!! i cant wait to open auri's present and all the red packets!!! =)
i dont know. if i will regret. but i felt this way before when i ended everything 1 yr back. terrible feeling. but it went away after awhile, and we are both happy now. its that i didnt bother ... just me. well, i dazed and stoned for awhile, and my mind drifted away. i needed time to adjust. because. it has become a norm. that i neglect and take for granted. that it is thus different without so. till it becomes all too routine for me, it becomes sad. like something is dislodged from the jigsaw ... i'm feeling the 'upside down' feeling. 75 days and above. when we havent talked like this...
but its nice tonight. =)
26th after econs test go amk hub for dinner and gathering k!!!! omg!! 26th! faster come! and wish randy bro happy birthday!
my camp ends on 15th!!! from 14th to 15th, and i'll start studying! haha!!
I CAN DO IT!!!!
at the crossroads - i chose the uncluttered path
with rambles and shrubs
that grew too accustomed -
to my heart.
i had a simple and satisfying birthday today, knowing who, did care.
whatever else, time will sort them out and patch up the gaps.
=)
its my birthday, and i promised not to emo or cry.
i almost, but i wont, after all. =)
ay.starsplash. till then.
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Are you happy now? Really?
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
its a MASHED feeling
i'm 1234567891011121314151617 in 2 days' time.
i shall stop playing.
I never decide on things that i am unsure of...
i'll just leave it as it is.
well, that's me.
sometimes i feel that if you are my friend and you know who i am,
you will accept the way i do things, and WHO i am.
but i... dislike the way you comment.
i dont want to play anymore.
and sometimes i just feel like deleting this stupid blog away!!!
its not spelling ME anymore.
al because i filter things that i dont want U to know.
=(
when i read cheerful happy blogs that make me smile in these sultry days at home alone
i'm disgusted with myself...
one thing is that i have never been this distracted in my life!
i felt very very torubled before but i was never this fen xing ever.
see, i've gone bad. sounds like Rihanna's (good girl gone bad...) haha! - oh whatever!
it shall end soon.
sorry qingyun for not saying i miss you, haha, but we'll meet in 2013!!!
the dream only we know! XD
and little things like the care from my friends never fails to make me smile.
=) somehow i'm blessed...
you know, USB port for my new phone is $58 bucks! cheat me, buy the phone didnt give me the port, and the earphone is merely a mono! Humphhh! and
i miss people at NY whom i meet every single morning!
thanks to the ever faithful Goddess AURI!
you know, i kept every angbao and gift till the witching strike of the clock, so that
THE MAGIC WILL NOT BE UNLEASHED. XD
used to say that to haunt MONSY!
haha!!!! but i really did that!
i wish for the magic of words to return.
so I cant be deciphered. =)
ay.starsplash.
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i'm waiting for the 26th.
i'm 1234567891011121314151617 in 2 days' time.
i shall stop playing.
I never decide on things that i am unsure of...
i'll just leave it as it is.
well, that's me.
sometimes i feel that if you are my friend and you know who i am,
you will accept the way i do things, and WHO i am.
but i... dislike the way you comment.
i dont want to play anymore.
and sometimes i just feel like deleting this stupid blog away!!!
its not spelling ME anymore.
al because i filter things that i dont want U to know.
=(
when i read cheerful happy blogs that make me smile in these sultry days at home alone
i'm disgusted with myself...
one thing is that i have never been this distracted in my life!
i felt very very torubled before but i was never this fen xing ever.
see, i've gone bad. sounds like Rihanna's (good girl gone bad...) haha! - oh whatever!
it shall end soon.
sorry qingyun for not saying i miss you, haha, but we'll meet in 2013!!!
the dream only we know! XD
and little things like the care from my friends never fails to make me smile.
=) somehow i'm blessed...
you know, USB port for my new phone is $58 bucks! cheat me, buy the phone didnt give me the port, and the earphone is merely a mono! Humphhh! and
i miss people at NY whom i meet every single morning!
thanks to the ever faithful Goddess AURI!
you know, i kept every angbao and gift till the witching strike of the clock, so that
THE MAGIC WILL NOT BE UNLEASHED. XD
used to say that to haunt MONSY!
haha!!!! but i really did that!
i wish for the magic of words to return.
so I cant be deciphered. =)
ay.starsplash.
123456789101112
i'm waiting for the 26th.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
123456789101112
12 days i took to forget 1 word you said
6 days i didnt sleep
to wake myself up
11 days at home
when i experimented
to feel the oomph of this game
Devil potion Monster dust
1 day my heart turned cold
i chose to continue playing-
a selfish game.
where i'm not allowed to call your name...
ay.starsplash.
qingyun! call me when you are back ar! =)
lam!!! when your exams end?
randy bro! faster come back, then we can go shop!
haha ...
12 days i took to forget 1 word you said
6 days i didnt sleep
to wake myself up
11 days at home
when i experimented
to feel the oomph of this game
Devil potion Monster dust
1 day my heart turned cold
i chose to continue playing-
a selfish game.
where i'm not allowed to call your name...
ay.starsplash.
qingyun! call me when you are back ar! =)
lam!!! when your exams end?
randy bro! faster come back, then we can go shop!
haha ...
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will it be different? sometimes i wanna lie so i can escape but it seems futile, as i wish,
i just wanna be safe at home.
let me just imagine...
the night.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008
OMG!!!!!! JJ IS TRHE PRESIDENT OF GUITAR IN AJ!!!!!!!!!!
YEA! FURTHER GLORY TO GREENIES!
AND I DONT FIND THIS SKIN NICE, SO MESSY!!!1
AND THE LEFT HNAD COLUMN IS SO DISORGANISED!!! SEE,
I CANT GET THE MUSIC BOX BELOW AND TEH TAG BOX IS IN AN AWKWARD POSITION...
ANYWAY,
MY EMO SKIN IS STILL IN MY FOLDER! XDXD
HIPPY SONGS RIGHT?!!!!! XD
GOODNIGHT!
HAPPY DAY!
YEA! FURTHER GLORY TO GREENIES!
AND I DONT FIND THIS SKIN NICE, SO MESSY!!!1
AND THE LEFT HNAD COLUMN IS SO DISORGANISED!!! SEE,
I CANT GET THE MUSIC BOX BELOW AND TEH TAG BOX IS IN AN AWKWARD POSITION...
ANYWAY,
MY EMO SKIN IS STILL IN MY FOLDER! XDXD
HIPPY SONGS RIGHT?!!!!! XD
GOODNIGHT!
HAPPY DAY!
What a day!!!!!
That i finally made up my mind to blog! +_+
OMG!!!!!!!
I SAW WINY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR 4/5 BAN HUA!!!!!! 'class flower'!!!!
omg!!!! after 1 and a half years of long-lostnesssss!!!!! omg!!!!!! can you believe it? i met my INDONESIAN friend in singapore!!!! she left school at teh end of sec 3.
so i called 'winy!' and she looked at me, and i hugged her!!!! =) so we chatted and caught up with each other on our way to Outrum! we had the same destination... and she was proceeding to orchard for a health checkup with her dad! and onboard the train she kept exclaiming OhMyGod.
i know, i know she's surprised, awed, excited, shocked and, the inexplicable, yes, INEXPLICABLE happiness that she hears about all her old friends. i was in a hurry throwing out everything i can inform her about, but all good things come to an end, and we separated beneath the overhead signboard that directed the ways to 'eastwestline' and 'exit'...
with a hug , i bid farewell to my friend.
she said this ' last time i always returned to ang mo kio, now there's no point in going back, nobody is there anymore...'
she should have told us, or randy, then we could have gone sentosa together. +_+
then on the bus back home from kallang, guess who i met!
i
m
e
t
l
e
o
n
a
r
d
from class 2/50'50'60'7!!!!
omg!!!!!!
after 2 and a half years that i havent talked to him for more than a sentence!!!! i was reaching the back of the bus for a seat then i spotted him, then i exclaimed - HELLO!!!!!!
so i sat beside him, and we caught up!!! +) omg!!!! he's in pioneer jc now, and he seems more mature and cultured and groomed and urm..... more guai! haha.... he went kallang for dragon boat, and oh oh, he speaks english well now!!! haha... the chinese speaking boys of 2/5...
the he asked about lam!!! and i asked about rachel and raffles! reminds me of his big eyes!!! omg!!! raffles is in designing!!!!*gasps!!!*
its like, i really dont know him well, but because we have gone through years together, we had things to talk about... an acquaintance, that comes and go, that i might or might not ever see him again... so i bid him - byebye, take care. i almost wanted to say see you again, but i did not.
i havent regretted yet.
YOu know, its really a sweet feeling today, meeting my old friends from all over, knowing they are well and fine, seeing them grow and change - for the better of course.
INEXPLICABLE. beside them i just feel - omg! i really met them again. omg!
10 years down the road, i will still say HIi to you.
because i made up my mind not to regret, regret not doing something,
ever again.
ay.starsplash.
THE INEXPLICABLE HAPPINESS. +_+
GREEN-ED
till after exams... =)
That i finally made up my mind to blog! +_+
OMG!!!!!!!
I SAW WINY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR 4/5 BAN HUA!!!!!! 'class flower'!!!!
omg!!!! after 1 and a half years of long-lostnesssss!!!!! omg!!!!!! can you believe it? i met my INDONESIAN friend in singapore!!!! she left school at teh end of sec 3.
so i called 'winy!' and she looked at me, and i hugged her!!!! =) so we chatted and caught up with each other on our way to Outrum! we had the same destination... and she was proceeding to orchard for a health checkup with her dad! and onboard the train she kept exclaiming OhMyGod.
i know, i know she's surprised, awed, excited, shocked and, the inexplicable, yes, INEXPLICABLE happiness that she hears about all her old friends. i was in a hurry throwing out everything i can inform her about, but all good things come to an end, and we separated beneath the overhead signboard that directed the ways to 'eastwestline' and 'exit'...
with a hug , i bid farewell to my friend.
she said this ' last time i always returned to ang mo kio, now there's no point in going back, nobody is there anymore...'
she should have told us, or randy, then we could have gone sentosa together. +_+
then on the bus back home from kallang, guess who i met!
i
m
e
t
l
e
o
n
a
r
d
from class 2/50'50'60'7!!!!
omg!!!!!!
after 2 and a half years that i havent talked to him for more than a sentence!!!! i was reaching the back of the bus for a seat then i spotted him, then i exclaimed - HELLO!!!!!!
so i sat beside him, and we caught up!!! +) omg!!!! he's in pioneer jc now, and he seems more mature and cultured and groomed and urm..... more guai! haha.... he went kallang for dragon boat, and oh oh, he speaks english well now!!! haha... the chinese speaking boys of 2/5...
the he asked about lam!!! and i asked about rachel and raffles! reminds me of his big eyes!!! omg!!! raffles is in designing!!!!*gasps!!!*
its like, i really dont know him well, but because we have gone through years together, we had things to talk about... an acquaintance, that comes and go, that i might or might not ever see him again... so i bid him - byebye, take care. i almost wanted to say see you again, but i did not.
i havent regretted yet.
YOu know, its really a sweet feeling today, meeting my old friends from all over, knowing they are well and fine, seeing them grow and change - for the better of course.
INEXPLICABLE. beside them i just feel - omg! i really met them again. omg!
10 years down the road, i will still say HIi to you.
because i made up my mind not to regret, regret not doing something,
ever again.
ay.starsplash.
THE INEXPLICABLE HAPPINESS. +_+
GREEN-ED
till after exams... =)